Heart broken into pieces

Sometimes I ponder the LOVE and CARE by each of everyone to a person is sincerely from the heart or just a pretend.

Some words and act you do will hurt the person without conscious.

As times goes by , it reveals.

I am down to hell at first. I`ve cried lots of times for this couple of months.But not anymore.

Thinking positive is the most important part of our lives. At times , thinking negative isn`t that bad after all. Atleast you`re prepared.

I made a mistakes before and still BUT i`m improving yet there is.

I am such a EGO bitch. I hate myself for that.

That`s how I tend to lose something quality,I guess?

I shed my tears as I was thinking it might be good to end and so what if it STOP going on ? Like the heck I care. I can definitely get a better piece of GOODS. But HELL NO. It feels I`m lying to myself and just faking it. Deep inside it was heartache and I treasure the GOODS. I don`t want to lose them but I had to let it go for the sake of it.

Maybe concentrating on what I`m doing is the best source. No point being sad or down. I mean probably takes time. I know shiet happens!

GOD fixed it for me, please.

I don`t want to handle this by myself ; it`s plain suffering.

I`m such an indecisive person. I hate it, really do.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone do appreciate for what I did for them ?

I just feel silly for doing all stuff but end up not appreciate it.

Guess I`m the person who people love to take advantage on.

I know guys don`t show their feelings out. It shows they are fucking pure EGO and SELFISH ! You`re telling me i`m SELFISH ? What about you yourself? Think Think Think. I agree for what you`ve said at times. You`re right in certain perspective but not all. I think you`re just being a retard or immature or maybe excuses ? You just don`t have your own decision but people need to decide for you. I don`t blame you. But if you said you`re a man , you have to decide and be more responsible on what you did. Don`t just say it but never accomplish it. You can fucking keep your balls and be a girl. I am sorry if you feel that way. I am just saying. I don`t mean to offend you. If you think you are one then yes , you are.

Amend day by day.

That`s the way maybe ?